Do you ever feel like the world is working against you? I have been in that constant state for about 11 months now. The blows just keep coming. Just when you think there is something good to hold onto, it gets ripped away. Sorry…just feeling a little raw at this point. The wedding has been postponed. Both Joe and Michelle are COVID-19 positive. The big, beautiful wedding they have been planning and I have been escaping to when my days have gotten dark, has been scrapped. I don’t know what their plans will be from here on out. We will just wait and see. For now, I am trying to figure out what I am going to do with all the wedding and rehearsal dinner stuff I planned to surprise them with that now are null and void and have the wrong dates on them. I am pleased to say that they are both handling this much better than I am. I am crushed, but that is my selfish human side that has been literally living for this event since my diagnosis. Ah well, I am sure this feeling will pass as they move on to celebrate when and where they can. They both have cold symptoms but are doing fine and quarantining at home with their dogs. I am sure they will have plenty of time together over the next few weeks to figure out a plan that works for them.
Published by cyndiloumess
I am a Catholic wife, mom, daughter, sister, and friend. I have travelled the world...living in 4 countries and visiting over 40 on 6 different continents. I live in Nebraska and hope to retire in Montana. My home photo of me was taken in Copenhagen, Denmark. View all posts by cyndiloumess